




Just for size comparison, the bench on the left side was big enough to seat 4 to 5 people.
Better than she was but not as good as she will be.
20He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."
I think considering the size of a mustard seed, finding this faith should be relatively easy, and yet it seems to be one of the hardest things to find at times. At least for me that is. I think that God knew that faith might be an issue for us. If He would have told me that I needed the faith of a Rocky Mountain....I would know that it would never be an attainable thing for me. But he told us that we needed only the faith of a tiny, itty, bitty mustard seed.
I am presently being challenge in the faith department. Not the first time for me and I am confident that it will not be the last. In the past, I have seen the impossible come true after having to exercise my faith muscles. God is truly amazing and has shown me how faithful He is to me so many times. With that said, you would think because I have seen the benifits of having faith in Him, it wouldn't be so difficult for me again...but it is. Why is this I ask? I am not really sure, but I do know that with practice it will become easier. I also know that my God wants me to become proficient in the faith department and He will give me plenty of oppurtunities to get practice. Maybe someday I will have enough faith to compare to the size of a mustard seed.
On Monday my beautiful daughter turns 17 years old. I sit back and can't believe it myself. Where have those years gone and who knew that they would go by so quickly? I remember 17 and have always said that it was my favorite year. I hope that she can say the same at the end of it. I can imagine as many of you read this you will say to yourself, "that is a long way off", but I am here to tell you that it is going to come sooner than you ever imagined. You may look down at your little one and think next week seems far away let alone 17. This is not so my friend. The time goes by way too quickly.
I worry about whether I have taught her what she will need to know for when that dreaded day comes that she is off to college. (Yes mother I know that is in just one year, thank you for that reminder!) Will she be able to manage her $$$ and feed herself nutritious meals. Will she be able to handle the different kinds of pressure that will be introduced to her in the post secondary settings? What will I do without my right hand girl there to help keep me organized and in my right mind? Oh so many questions and fears come along with the future.
I am reminded as I come close to tears just thinking about these things, that I will just have to continue to place her in the very capable arms of our loving Heavenly Father. He cares more for this beautiful child than I ever could...although I can hardly imagine that. As I remember my favorite verse I remember what he has to say about me and know that he says it to her as well. He has plans for her future...plans to prosper her and not harm, plans for a hope and a future. Jer 29:11-15.