The End Is Near!

It is on an almost daily basis that I have people come up to me asking me if I am getting excited about the upcoming departure date. They look with the expectation that I will reply with positive exhuberation. I stand there and think about how I will tell them I can't wait and I am counting the days....but alas I cannot lie. I stand there looking for intelligent words and they do not come. I stand there like a deer standing in the path of high beams in the darkest of nights. The truth is that I am not excited about it due to the fact that my life has been so busy and full and will continue to be so until 3 days before derpature. Basically I am too busy to put much thought into it.
I know that I will have a good time when I get on the way. I do look forward to being on the plane and kicking back. No more preparation or fundraising. That will be good!